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[violachic]

So this is Saturday (just in case some of you were wondering). On Wednesday, I had a fight with my mother. Apparently, she has alternately called it "I had a talking-to with Amy", and "we had a nice discussion". Bullshit. At any rate, its been three days since then, and I have yet to speak to her. I know that must sound really immature, but I just don't have anything to say to her right now. I'm incredibly sick of being spoken to that way, and she doesn't seem to take it seriously. And what makes it twenty times worse, she'll call up the next day and want to offer me something extra cheerful or happy or whatever. Jesus H. Tapdancing Christ, woman, get a mood stablizer! I'm not really sure what to do about it anymore. This has to stop, but I mean, she's my mother. I do love her, and when she's acting normal, she can even be a lot of fun. I don't want to end up estranged from my family, but frankly, I'm not going to spend the rest of my life trying to maneuver around her mood and whims and nasty talk and threats. Its a conundrum. At least I don't live with her. It just completely reinforces my whole idea of "I need to get the hell out of town". Blah.

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[ex-divalibby633.livejournal.com]

um.....you may not technically live with her, but you do live awfully close.

I think away would be a good option.....louisville is at least south, so less seasonal problems for the amy.

being away is not being estranged, it's having space. It's being able to not return a phone call for a couple days without mom showing up on the back porch in 4 hours.

cause we all know you have no life, right???

(sorry, didnt mean to get sarcasm all over your journal)