Bittersweet
Sep. 2nd, 2006 12:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
violachicTonight, after watching some Eddie Izzard, there were a couple people in our front room jamming on guitar and violin. It was so, so nice to have live music in the house. Good music, too. And I was reminded that I actually have a very nice guitar. My parents gave it to me for Christmas three or four years ago, and it was all I got from them- must have been fairly expensive.
Couldn't help but let my heart break a little, though, that I couldn't join in. I wanted so badly to get my viola out. Even if my back would allow it, my fingers are so swollen and stiff from medication that it would have been futile.
I miss it so much. I think I'm going to fall asleep listening to unaccompanied Bach on my iPod.
Couldn't help but let my heart break a little, though, that I couldn't join in. I wanted so badly to get my viola out. Even if my back would allow it, my fingers are so swollen and stiff from medication that it would have been futile.
I miss it so much. I think I'm going to fall asleep listening to unaccompanied Bach on my iPod.
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Date: 2006-09-02 06:09 am (UTC)Wait for me to get some money together, then I'll treat you right.
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Date: 2006-09-02 07:26 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-09-02 04:31 pm (UTC)*grins too*
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Date: 2006-09-02 07:02 am (UTC)In the early 80's I played weely for the choir during mass. Now my fingers are soft and would need to be toughened up all over again before I could play. Plus I'm sure I'd need some review of the minor chords.
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Date: 2006-09-02 01:21 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2006-09-02 03:55 pm (UTC)I am nevertheless envious of spontaneous live music in the living room, and am definitely missing my Chicago woodwind ensemble. I'm hoping to find a group here in Durham to join, but who knows?
What I tell myself
Date: 2006-09-02 04:37 pm (UTC)There will be days ahead when you *are* able to play, and your changed perspective will enable you to savor it that much more.
*hug*