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Dec. 4th, 2005 10:35 pmSo my last week in the country certainly has proved to be a doozy. If you're somehow unaware (head in the sand, much?) of what's going on, please reference the CPT website.
Other than that, we had a real shit week in Tuwani.
Plus, I hate saying goodbye. Its hard enough for me to make functional relationships, it seems so stupid to have to let them go. I know that when I come back on project the villagers will still be there (insh'allah), but for some reason I'm terrified that the friends I've made in Jerusalem will somehow either not be here when I get back, or completely forget about me.
I never said I was rational.
Just a few more hours.
I'd rather that this experience become a regular thing in my life, rather than just "an experience". We'll have to see what happens.
Now I'm off to lose my last game of pool.
Halas. Goodnight.
Other than that, we had a real shit week in Tuwani.
Plus, I hate saying goodbye. Its hard enough for me to make functional relationships, it seems so stupid to have to let them go. I know that when I come back on project the villagers will still be there (insh'allah), but for some reason I'm terrified that the friends I've made in Jerusalem will somehow either not be here when I get back, or completely forget about me.
I never said I was rational.
Just a few more hours.
I'd rather that this experience become a regular thing in my life, rather than just "an experience". We'll have to see what happens.
Now I'm off to lose my last game of pool.
Halas. Goodnight.
