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So this is Saturday (just in case some of you were wondering). On Wednesday, I had a fight with my mother. Apparently, she has alternately called it "I had a talking-to with Amy", and "we had a nice discussion". Bullshit. At any rate, its been three days since then, and I have yet to speak to her. I know that must sound really immature, but I just don't have anything to say to her right now. I'm incredibly sick of being spoken to that way, and she doesn't seem to take it seriously. And what makes it twenty times worse, she'll call up the next day and want to offer me something extra cheerful or happy or whatever. Jesus H. Tapdancing Christ, woman, get a mood stablizer! I'm not really sure what to do about it anymore. This has to stop, but I mean, she's my mother. I do love her, and when she's acting normal, she can even be a lot of fun. I don't want to end up estranged from my family, but frankly, I'm not going to spend the rest of my life trying to maneuver around her mood and whims and nasty talk and threats. Its a conundrum. At least I don't live with her. It just completely reinforces my whole idea of "I need to get the hell out of town". Blah.