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[violachic]

My apologies for those of you confused about why I dumped on you yesterday. Had a BAD weekend, which was a culmination of a really tough 5 or 6 weeks. Actually, the last 3 or 4 months haven't been the happiest of times, but its been particularly raunchy for about the last 30 days or so. I'm still kind of upset, and you know who you are and why. I can't solve anybody else's problems for them, and I am certainly not going to be put between two people I care about. You need to work it out between yourselves. I beg you to do it, too. Nobody is expendable here. Under any circumstance. Nobody. Got that? Wonderful! Now pass the word along, if you will. Everybody has shit to deal with it, and none of us will survive unless we're willing to deal with it together. That's just the way life is. I know this is coming out sounding all touchy-feely and all, but this is the way I really feel. In fact, it is a core part of my entire belief system. You guys know that one song I sing at Karaoke these days....the Youngbloods one... it goes "come on people now, smile on your brother-everybody get together gotta love one another right now..." Corny? Well, yeah. But I'm not into it just because it has a catchy tune. I really like the lyrics.
So....now I'm running out of things to say. But I had to say what I did. Also, maybe another apology is in order from me. Maybe you are unaware that I've felt the way I have lately. I'm not exactly famous for sharing my emotions in public. And I'm sorry. So maybe this whole live journal thingy will help me communicate better the things that I don't have the time, opportunity or the loudness to do so otherwise. You're all such very groovy, nifty people or I wouldn't love you as much as I do. I appreciate very much that you are the people you are. Take care of yourselves, and take care of other people, 'k? Peace.

Comments

[hapcollins.livejournal.com]

Dunno what's going on with you....but have a hug! :)

[violachic.livejournal.com]

Thanks buddy- I knew there was a reason I thought you rocked.

[unhappymeal.livejournal.com]

Livejournal is the perfect way to release pent up emotions on a daily basis. The catharsis one feels after typing a long rant can hardly be matched by any other means. Just keep in mind that we want to hear about the happy good stuff that happens in your life as well.

Big fat wet kiss

[(Anonymous)]

I love you lots!! I'm in Ann Arbor with Ben and his family - feeling really removed from everyone with distance and preocupation... But I am sending love and support to everyone constantly with super charged emotional waves!

Hang in there and I will see everyone on Saturday at Kelly's party!!!

Love,

Marta