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[violachic]

Have you ever noticed that emotional exorcism can be really painful?

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[rettstatt.livejournal.com]

it sounds painful

ouch

[ex-divalibby633.livejournal.com]

what are you exorcizing?

[violachic.livejournal.com]

"who"


a couple people

[violachic.livejournal.com]

'twill be over soon, I can only presume.

[bloodredrosev.livejournal.com]

I have,, I have ... I've been going through a bit of that kind of exorcism of my own, lately, or at least trying to. The hardest part for me is trying to decide, conclusively, that I actually want to do it. (I know I need to, but *wanting* to is another story.)

[violachic.livejournal.com]

I've seen a bit of your exorcism on your journal in recent weeks. It was reading something in particular of yours that made me realize that that was what was going on in my head as well. Its hard cutting someone out of the back of your brain.

[violachic.livejournal.com]

I'll explain tomorrow. Its not like we don't have an eight hour drive ahead of us or something.

[ex-divalibby633.livejournal.com]

me?

[violachic.livejournal.com]

what??????????

[bloodredrosev.livejournal.com]

Its hard cutting someone out of the back of your brain.

*nodnodnod* Exactly.

At one time, I thought this particular person was out of my head. But that was six years ago, and I, like an idiot, invited him back in. Now I'm going through the same things - letting him torture me, walking away, then completely caving when he sweet-talks me and wheedles his way back in. I should just cut him off again - but he meant so much to me once, you know?

[ironheadjane.livejournal.com]

yes.

[violachic.livejournal.com]

I do know. When you've got the good to go along with the not so good its very hard.... the good knocks on the door and distracts you, and the not so good sneaks in when you're not looking. The next thing you know, the not so good is bringing you coffee in the morning.

[angellam.livejournal.com]

I've noticed that exercising can be very painful...

:)

[pinkfluffyjumpr.livejournal.com]

love you

[bloodredrosev.livejournal.com]

Eeesh. It almost sounds like we could be talking about the same person. *sigh* There must be many, many such persons in the world.

[violachic.livejournal.com]

Ditto. Thanks for everything. See you next weekend!

[violachic.livejournal.com]

I'm wondering if, when I'm back in town next week, you and I could find some time to drink coffee or something.... or tea... or whatever.....

[violachic.livejournal.com]

I think there just may be. I'm not sure if that's a comforting thought or not....

[lcohen]

*hug*

(not that i live on this block or anything.)

[violachic.livejournal.com]

hugs are always appreciated....especially if they're the kind that crack my back

[ironheadjane.livejournal.com]

certainly.

[bloodredrosev.livejournal.com]

We should start a support group - at least between the two of us. :)

[violachic.livejournal.com]

I thought we already have :)

[violachic.livejournal.com]

yay