Randomalities
Aug. 12th, 2003 01:01 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
violachicIs this an omen? Does this mean I shouldn't try to leave
Congratulations, you're Chicago, the Windy City.
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I am coming to the conclusion that music is like a drug for me. When I'm not involved with it, I crave it like crazy. But when I throw myself into it lock, stock and barrel, it can get wholly overwhelming. Weird.
One of my viola students rents her stuff from the music store I quit teaching at last month. They've been in a couple times the last few weeks to buy some stuff and trade up for a larger instrument. Apparently, the owner really misses me, and keeps telling them what a great teacher I was and how lucky they are to have me. So to Ms. Cherrie Who-Thinks-She's-In-Charge-And-Who-Screwed-Me-Over, TAKE THAT, BITCH! MUAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! Too bad the owner doesn't realize that she's much more of a detriment to that place than an asset. His loss.
Do women actually care about this stuff??? It seems so incredibly absurd- too much freaking game playing. The only ones I think are at all realistic are numbers 8 and 9. The rest seems like expensive choreography.
I have noticed something recently- it was actually sparked by watching my mother, but in recent times I've met several other individuals who fall under the same scruitiny- I've noticed that the people who are the quickest to criticize, and the people who find the most wrong with others, are the ones who have the most things to criticize in themselves. My mother harbors an unhealthy level of self-hate, and I've noticed that she does a lot of projection of it on other people- very quick to judge, and to find something wrong. I guess this isn't that shocking a revelation, as I'm sure its in every basic psychology textbook.
I never cease to be amused by the fact that, despite my desire to practice and advocate a non-violent lifestyle, Top Gun continues to be one of my favorite movies. And I'm not even all that into Tom Cruise. What's your guilty pleasure?
I remember several years ago, having a conversation with my friend Hope. She mentioned that she had had a talk with her boyfriend the week before, and had told him how glad she was that she was finally getting things really together and feeling more in control, and more energetic and motivated and all that. He had responded to her that he didn't think that he had necessarily noticed anything different about her, and was confused that she was so happy over these things. Not that he's an insensitive jerk, mind you (they are now happily married)- just that its interesting to see that sometimes even those closest to you don't see or understand everything that goes on in your head. Also, I guess, that appearances can be very deceiving, and just because someone appears to have their shit together doesn't mean they do.
Okay. I'm done now. Really, I am.....
Congratulations, you're Chicago, the Windy City.
What US city are you? Take the quiz by Girlwithagun.
I am coming to the conclusion that music is like a drug for me. When I'm not involved with it, I crave it like crazy. But when I throw myself into it lock, stock and barrel, it can get wholly overwhelming. Weird.
One of my viola students rents her stuff from the music store I quit teaching at last month. They've been in a couple times the last few weeks to buy some stuff and trade up for a larger instrument. Apparently, the owner really misses me, and keeps telling them what a great teacher I was and how lucky they are to have me. So to Ms. Cherrie Who-Thinks-She's-In-Charge-And-Who-Screwed-Me-Over, TAKE THAT, BITCH! MUAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!! Too bad the owner doesn't realize that she's much more of a detriment to that place than an asset. His loss.
Do women actually care about this stuff??? It seems so incredibly absurd- too much freaking game playing. The only ones I think are at all realistic are numbers 8 and 9. The rest seems like expensive choreography.
I have noticed something recently- it was actually sparked by watching my mother, but in recent times I've met several other individuals who fall under the same scruitiny- I've noticed that the people who are the quickest to criticize, and the people who find the most wrong with others, are the ones who have the most things to criticize in themselves. My mother harbors an unhealthy level of self-hate, and I've noticed that she does a lot of projection of it on other people- very quick to judge, and to find something wrong. I guess this isn't that shocking a revelation, as I'm sure its in every basic psychology textbook.
I never cease to be amused by the fact that, despite my desire to practice and advocate a non-violent lifestyle, Top Gun continues to be one of my favorite movies. And I'm not even all that into Tom Cruise. What's your guilty pleasure?
I remember several years ago, having a conversation with my friend Hope. She mentioned that she had had a talk with her boyfriend the week before, and had told him how glad she was that she was finally getting things really together and feeling more in control, and more energetic and motivated and all that. He had responded to her that he didn't think that he had necessarily noticed anything different about her, and was confused that she was so happy over these things. Not that he's an insensitive jerk, mind you (they are now happily married)- just that its interesting to see that sometimes even those closest to you don't see or understand everything that goes on in your head. Also, I guess, that appearances can be very deceiving, and just because someone appears to have their shit together doesn't mean they do.
Okay. I'm done now. Really, I am.....
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Date: 2003-08-12 03:51 pm (UTC)