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Jan. 28th, 2003 11:45 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
violachicJanuary is really kicking my ass. The mid-winter depression has really sunk its claws in. I can't remember the last time it was this hard to drag my heinie out of bed every day. And this is in spite of the fact that there are actually some really interesting things happening in my life right now. I would be really pissed off about it if I weren't so damned tired all the time. I'm feeling a little overwhelmed for some reason these days. I guess I'm just chalking it up to January. Its hard to deal with all the drama going on around me sometimes. I know I come off as totally insensitive, and I'm not sure if I should apologize for it or not. I don't think I had this problem last year, but then again this time last year our collective social calendar was so full I didn't get much sleep for about three months straight!
One bad thing: I have traffic court on Thursday, for my little...uh...indescretion....back in December. I'm nervous. I hope I don't have to pay a bazillion dollars. I'm broke.
Good things: Looking forward to getting my BVS application back on track. Also trying to keep as informed as possible of current events so I can make my "subversive" activities count for as much as possible. I tried a new lesson in sunday school off the top of my head the other day- it looks like we'll be embarking on the project of writing a song or two or six, even though I really don't know what I'm doing! But I'm excited about trying it, and so are the kids, which is what is most important.
Final thought: It never fails to boggle my mind, all the people who apparently think I have it all together, and know what I'm doing and all, when 99% of the time I don't know what I'm doing until at least twenty minutes after I've done it. I guess I should take it as a compliment.
So, as they say in AA, I will take it one day at a time.....
yours, tiredly,
Amy
One bad thing: I have traffic court on Thursday, for my little...uh...indescretion....back in December. I'm nervous. I hope I don't have to pay a bazillion dollars. I'm broke.
Good things: Looking forward to getting my BVS application back on track. Also trying to keep as informed as possible of current events so I can make my "subversive" activities count for as much as possible. I tried a new lesson in sunday school off the top of my head the other day- it looks like we'll be embarking on the project of writing a song or two or six, even though I really don't know what I'm doing! But I'm excited about trying it, and so are the kids, which is what is most important.
Final thought: It never fails to boggle my mind, all the people who apparently think I have it all together, and know what I'm doing and all, when 99% of the time I don't know what I'm doing until at least twenty minutes after I've done it. I guess I should take it as a compliment.
So, as they say in AA, I will take it one day at a time.....
yours, tiredly,
Amy
