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Okay, I've been out of the world long enough that its probably only fair that I come give some kind of update or excuses to those whom I've not been entirely fair in keeping, well, updated.

I've been extremely anti-social lately. For those of you who know me well, you know this is quite out of character. Okay, yes, before I got sick, my job ate my life, but at least you know I wanted to be social.

So lets just say that I'd rather have my wisdom teeth removed again than make an LJ post right now, but I also know I've been ignoring a whole lot of people, and that can't go on.

I'm also tired of making negative posts, but that's just how I feel.

subdermalglow and I were talking earlier in the week when I was hurting and crying and whining and bitching. We agreed that the word "angst" has gotten a bad reputation. Its okay to feel angsty from time to time, no matter how old you are. I've always preferred Sturm und Drang instead, anyway. But here I am, with my angst, although not the kind where you have to staple your hand to your forehead.

Okay, rambling introduction over. Here's my report.


( doctor visit )

( tests )

( meds )

( depression )