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Feb. 6th, 2006
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Feb. 6th, 2006 05:26 pmI'm having a very burned-out day today. I was tired when I got up this morning, and my energy level- both physical and emotional- really bottomed out after lunch. I'll be happy when this phase is over. And even though I'm glad we "unpacked" a lot of stuff- both as a group and individually- at the retreat last week, its left me more drained than ever.
Several people who mean a great deal to me have expressed distress recently at the fact that I'm unavailable to them, both physically and emotionally. It upsets me that relationships are being affected, but I'm completely unsure of how to make them better right now.
Can't I be five people? At least one of whom doesn't give a damn about the state of the world?
And my mother was somehow offended that I didn't tell her I was going out of town last week. Hello? How old am I? How far away from me do you live?
Bleh.
I'd say I'm cranky, but that's not exactly it.
Bleh.
I'm outta here.
Several people who mean a great deal to me have expressed distress recently at the fact that I'm unavailable to them, both physically and emotionally. It upsets me that relationships are being affected, but I'm completely unsure of how to make them better right now.
Can't I be five people? At least one of whom doesn't give a damn about the state of the world?
And my mother was somehow offended that I didn't tell her I was going out of town last week. Hello? How old am I? How far away from me do you live?
Bleh.
I'd say I'm cranky, but that's not exactly it.
Bleh.
I'm outta here.
